biggest wish became a reality!
After a crazy 24 hrs where I felt everything from extremely sad to pissed off to defeated to horny (oh yeah, my hormones definitely are still going a bit crazy) suddenly last night the decision was made that Y is coming to Australia at least for a year and then we will go from there. It is still pretty surreal and I have not completely processed it actually.. I went from thinking we are not going to make it to we are going to be a real family and do this shit. It also makes me realise that I have the AWESOMEST boyfriend in the whole world. I dont care what anyone says, the fact that he is willing to throw his life upside down to be with me and the baby means everything to me and has definitely taken away any doubts that I had about him being ready for this! Luckily for me I get to tell him this face to face in about 48 hrs, since I am leaving in a few hours for the airport and then for my loooooong travel home!
As for Bubbles, well here I am at 20 weeks:
All seems well, I can feel him/her move all the time now (at least as long as I am sitting down). It is still hard to feel it from the outside as a result of my anterior placenta, but when you wait long enough during one of Bubbles’ dances you can feel little movements. And since s/he is getting bigger I am hoping that before I fly back from Holland Y will have felt it too!
It is almost 4 PM and I am leaving in 3 hrs so I am going to continue packing ( I am pretty sure I am forgetting something extremely important) and eat something before getting a cab and going to the airport.